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as some of you may know or care or whatever really, stuie and i have been trying to get pregnant for a very long time, in fact unoffically it's been over 5 years, yesterday i was in hospital for a laparoscopy, this was to ditermin if i had endromitirus (s/p?) well the good news is ... i have not got that. bad news is...... i am screwed, i am infertile i have a blocked falopian tube and the other has scar tissue on it from what i dont know and it has been rendered useless. stuart and i are gutted we are finding it hard to come to terms with this news. we have been refered for IVF treatment and we have been informed that it can be done on the NHS the bad news... well there is a long waiting list for it. 

give us time and we will be fine, at the moment us and our family are all feeling pretty down

well flamin now has her shiney MOT certificate yay

i am starting to get nervious again, tomorrow is wednesday and my mini should be going in yet again for her MOT, she has been left at the garage since saturday and everyday i got past on the bus and i strain to see her there but to no avail, i really hope she goes through tomorrow.
 stuie is going to phone up the garage today to see if everything is going to plan and that she is on shedual
  Got overtime at work on friday, going to be doing night work at the college, we are being paid time and a half, and it's just what i need to pay for the mini's repairs

got to go to work now

my poor baby car failed her MOT today

however she has been left at the hospital so that she can recived the best care, 

all being well she will be ready on wednesday

on the 3rd of march 2007 i bought my dream car for £50 and yes i mention the price alot due to the most excerlent deal i got for that mear £50, well after some winding up from Darron i set myself the challenge to have her ready by the end of this month, there is less then two weeks to go and i can say she is almost done, i just need to re-align the headlights and that is easy (in theroy anyhow) to do. so i have made stuart do what is best and my pride and joy is going in for her MOT on saturday. 
 I am hoping she will pass, ok i am not expecting flying colours as she has been declared sorn for many years now and she has not had that much work done to her, it didn't seam needed, but i do hope she passes, 

right im going to work now, have a nice day all

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my mobile phone has died.. and through not fualt of mine the screen has gone blank and i cant access it at all :(

stuie has given me his old phone and i will do until mine is renewed, but i am here for  favor

anyone who has my number could you please text me with your name so that i can add you to the temp replacement, also if you know anyone who has my number could you ask them to do the same?? please

thank you

after complaining to bt about getting my password they actually pulled there finger out, they sent stuie and email saying that they would call between 7:30 and 8:30, they actually called at 7:20, they are good boys :) so now my email is back up and running *yay*

Just to let most of you know, i have managed to forget my password for my email account and i am having promlems getting it sorted out (i so hate BT at the moment) i spent ages on the phone last night, the first time i got right to the end and then the woman told me that i was calling the dial-up help line not the bb one so off i went again calling this time the right number, go through the whole process again and then the stupid cow went and reset stuie's password, an account we didn't have a problem with, arseholes. now i have sent an email explaining the situation so i have entered the waiting game. hopefully it should be back up and running later.
Yesterday was not the best day for us, lol first went went through our savings and manages to have enough to buy me a laptop (i blame my dad for going on about them so much) so we got to pc world and piccked up a nice one for £399 http://www.pcworld.co.uk/martprd/product/seo/103549 we got home and was playing with it got it all set up for the wirless internet and when i went back to our pc to get some things of there the power surply had died, so stuie had to go out again to buy a new one, i also recall sophie pulling down her curtail pole AGAIN so he had to buy a blind too bless him we said we would have a relaxing day and spent most of it running around. 
  Anyhows work is calling and i must go

chat laters

xxx

Charleigh is home today :) we are so much happier now, although she she needs some more visits to make sure she is all up and running she is alot better in her self and that is enough for us

OK i got some news that she is back on the ward, I would say everything went well but that is not true, she had a major bleed in the groin, so the surgery went on much longer then expected. she had a huge pack on her leg to stop the bleeding they are going to leave that on for as long as possible, and with any luck she will be fine

I need everyone to send good vibes today, MY 2 (nearly 3) year old neice Charleigh is having a catheter inserted into a hole in her heart this monring, she is going into surgery around 9am and will not be out till about 11:30am.
Charleigh has been a fighter since the day she was born, She was over 3 months premature and weighed in at 1lb 1oz she was touch and go till febuary and she was realeased from hospital in the April, since they she has had one infection or another. I just hope this is her last fight and that she will not give in

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i'm not a snob

does anyone so happen to have a copy of torchwood? i missed it on sunday (got distracted playing on ps2) taped it last night but the copy was dire, i have managed to get the basic gist of it but it would be nice to see it properly.

if anyone could help me i would be in your debt

i am so fucked off with my neihbours, i am now more sure then ever that they want to ruin my life

yesterday Saffron decided that her bridesmaids for her wedding next year are going to be in the colour i wanted for mine so that pissed me off and now stuie has just told me that Jason is thinking about buying a mini.. TWAT

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well i know samantha loves me lots anyway, and Wendi i am honured :D, Rich how dare you? and i paied for subway yesterday ;) Taz, i knew we are close but i never had you down for carpet cleaning *weg* Tony please reconsidder after all i hog all the bed. happyguru ( name always escapes me when i need it) does quirkiness include twisting your nipples off if it does i knew you secretly loved it. Karen if your desperate for my journal entries then i surgest a huge think novel to keep you ocupied while you wait for one :D. Rob your my bro and you can't measure that amount of love. and at last and once again i address wendi.. Wendi your best friend is a weirdo ner ner ner ner

does anyone love me enough to by me a car????
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Today i have done something that i didn't think i would do for a long time yet but hey ho, it's almost all done now

MY favor is to anyone who can help me.. today i applied for my provisional licence everything is done apart from the Photo part, as my passport has expired, i need someone to sign the back of the photo plus sing a form to say that they have known me for over two years ladeda.. unfortunantly i need a suitable person the list they have given me is as follows
a local business person or shopkeeper
a librarian
a professionally qualified person
a police officer
a civil servant
a minister of religion
a magistrate or
a local councillor

if any of you fill the required suitability could you a, please let me know and b, sign this photo and form for me,, i have 28 days to get this form back to the dvla

with many many thanks

me

well if her's was spookily right on the button i had to give me a go too lol


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